Dream #44

my father was angry with me for not inventing the concept of CGI & demanded to know why i didn't declare it as my college major (??). i tried to explain to him that it was completely impossible for me to invent it, as someone alreadu had...but i couldnt speak. i had bitten the inside of my mouth & it kept swelling to a point that when i spoke, nothing more than a mumble came out. i suppose the meaning behind this dream is a bit obvious. i don't feel like i'm living up to my father's expectations & i do not feel like i communicate clearly with him..but other opinions & interpretations are welcome.